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It Is my Birthday Today

Let's see what I have achieved the as long as I have breathe on earth. a)Im currently pregnant for 18-week and the womb is making great job in creating Bree without much interference from me. b) I married a husband who spent almost RM50k for my wedding. A man who is well accepted by my family.  c) I've a job at a prestigious company with at least 4 months of bonus.  d) Husband and I bought an apartment of 850sq feet. Three rooms with an ample space for our baby to toddle around.  e) I have an honors degree which I earned within four years funded by my beloved dad.  f) had travelled to Melbourne, Australia; Stepped in Singapore.  g) did bungy jump in Malaysia.  h) Ran 21.1km Borneo International Marathon and was a finisher around 50th place.  i)bought a dslr camera...  My resolution:  a) To have images of mine captured underwater.  b) going to Hong Kong.  c) start mini online business.  d)to be good in co...

Things that depressed me a lot on Valentine's Day.

a)Husband is still at hometown. I have nobody to ask for kiss, gift and roses.  b)I am working and people around me are workaholic that don't even know the existence of Valentine's day. c) Reading news with front page full of politician's hatred against each others and other lies. d) Tv channel seems supporting Islamic view that Valentine's is a day to screw each other.  e) A disgusting man who favor food that taste's like his boss's ass.

My First Valentine's Day With Husband.

It is going to be a post about my husband. I am not going to praise him as if he has no flaw AT ALL.   For those who have been following my posts, you all should have known how much I adore my husband who has been enduring my annoying attitude during this pregnancy period. A man who works so hard in buying a house for three of us to live. Etc.  He was perfect until he commited adultery with another female colleague who claimed she got raped during her childhood and other dramatic story to earn sympathy from my then fiancé. Of course it has deeply hurted me even until now despite he had the courage to tell me the truth three days after the incident happened. I couldn't believe that kind of betrayal could happen in my life. Other matter that sadden me is because I deserved someone better, a better career opportunity and richer.  However, I still accept him upon his mother's endless begging and also the thought that calling-off the wedding would require me to e...

Recent Updates.

I am in four-day breaks for Chinese New Year. It has been a great escapade for both husband and I since we had no rest juggling between endless work and moving into new house.  I could feel husband is in great relief to be by his mom's side as he could channel all the anger, resentment, frustration he experienced at work, home and also dealing with his pregnant wife. I am gladly to reserve some space and time for him in enjoying those luxury. Yes, he is spending more time talking in hokkien to her mom.  As he is doing so, I took my own sweet time to allow myself sleep for 15 hours- the required time for a 4-month prrgnant mom- it is indeed a bliss, I could feel Bree seems to grow more rapidly.  Mom-in-law has always been a caring parent. She usually will tell me to EAT..EAT..EAT. Besides that, she will also tell me to rest more, don't watch scary movie or go to zoos. I appreciate all advices as it makes me feel someone cares for me.  My mom is also a good p...

That's My Future?

Just attended the last phase of becoming diplomatic and administrative officer recently. In short, it was bad and unprofessional. Two panels were quite rude in the sense of insulting my current profession. They critisised the way of my company operating the products and told a worker like me to change everything. That was still fine. But, it is not okay when they are being denial of what I stated about the flaws in government system...everyone knows about it. If lying or being untruth is the essential to be a government servant, I rather not be one. Im not impressed with the way they bombarded me questions about national policy or initiatives...they themselves cant even recall it. Saw their notes on the table. Thought they supposed to know it at their fingertips? P/s: you dont question me things that you dont know but you act like you do. Err, it seemed that those people had also do background check on my family members. Im definitely uncomfortable with the situat...

Pity Bree...bad Mom.

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Bree at 12th week- 10cm. Bree at 14th week-14cm. I am so happy to see Bree has actually grown bigger despite encountering occupational hazards on a day before I got it scanned. It is very important to let the employers know about pregnancy to avoid mishap happen at workplace. I am really regret for my ignorance and thankful to god that He protected Bree. Thanks Bree for being such a good girl. And the incident makes me realise how much I am in love with Bree.

MOGTT

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Obs at the Klinik Kesihatan Luyang said recent research inducate pregnant women above 25 need are susceptible to gestational diabetes melitus. Therefore, on my 14 week, I had to undergo the painful test- the MOGTT (modified oral glucose tolerance test). One has to start fasting from 10pm the night before till present day at 7am. Clear fluid is allowed though. Although it is indicated that the test will commence at 7, but due to many people on queue, the test delayed an hour after registration. At 8am, I was already low in sugar and extremely hungry. Despite many lamented the concentrated sugary drink tastes like shit, but it wasn't for me. I finished them within three swallows. The lab technician instructed me to come back two hours later. There are blood taking procedures before and after the sugary test. I started to feel discomfort in between the waiting time...there was also transient disorientation to place while I was driving, couldn't recognis...