A child with parental love deprivation who found a good lover to fill in the gap-Part 1.
Where or who do neglected children usually resort to in order to fill in the years-long of love deprivation indirectly caused by his parents? There are many instances where those children, grow up into teenagers, desperately looking for lovers of their age to get the love and attention. Due to the immature or fantasy thought that their lovers will treat them better for long term, they are willing to get into sex out of wedlock, impregnated and etc. As a middle child, I lived a life which my parents will put me as later priority than other siblings. Knowing there's no way to get mom's and dad's attention mainly on me, except scoring good result at schools, I had been putting a lot of effort to do well in my study. But it seemed like my independence on becoming a good child made my parents strayed from their roles to take better care of me. It became more obvious when I studied my diploma and degree away from home. During that period of about 6 years...